For since I spoke, I cried out,
I cried chamas and destruction;
because the Devar HASHEM was made a cherpah (reproach) unto me,
and a derision, all day long.
Then I said: I will not make mention of Him,
nor speak any more in Shmo.
But His word was in Mine lev as a burning eish
shut up in my atzmot,
and I was weary of holding back,
and I could not.