Jeremiah 20:8-9

For whenever I speak, I cry out, I proclaim, ‘Violence and destruction! ’  So the word of the  LORD has become my constant disgrace and derision. I say, ‘I won’t mention him or speak any longer in his name.’  But his message becomes a fire burning in my heart,  shut up in my bones. I become tired of holding it in,  and I cannot prevail.