Philippians 1:21-23

For to me to live is Moshiach and to die is revach (gain, profit, hanaa). But if it means I am to go on living in the basar, this for me is p'ri for HASHEM in the work of avodas kodesh ministry. What will I choose? I do not have da'as, I am kleir (deliberating). I am pulled two drakhim (ways) by a happy dilemma, on the one tzad (side) having the desire to depart and be with Moshiach, for this is much better.