Yirmeyahu (Jer) 20:8-9

Whenever I speak, I have to cry out; I shout, “Violence!” and “Destruction!” Thus the word of ADONAI becomes for me the cause of reproach and derision all day! But if I say, “I won’t think about him, I won’t speak in his name any more,” then it seems as though a fire is burning in my heart, imprisoned in my bones; I wear myself out trying to hold it in, but I just can’t do it.