Jeremiah 20:8-9

For each time I speak, I cry out; I cry out, “Violence and devastation,” because to me the word of the LORD has resulted in reproach and derision daily. But if I say, “I will not make mention of Him nor speak any more in His name,” then His word was in my heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones; and I was weary of forbearing it, and I could not endure it.