When It Feels Like Something’s Missing

Based on the short film, "In the Air," by Wonderhunt.

Written by Faith Schiller

Day 1: Wrestling with the Future

At some point or another, life goes in an unplanned direction. For some, those unforeseen changes are sweet and happy; a new relationship begins, a better job opportunity pops up, or a fresh sense of belonging and purpose is discovered. We welcome these changes joyfully and celebrate the new adventure we find ourselves on. But for others, unplanned events can leave us devastated, lonely, or depressed. The loss of a loved one, an unexpected diagnosis, or a shattered dream can undermine the sense of direction we have in our lives.

In experiencing the unexpected, even positive changes can be mixed with fear and loss. Moments like this can make us think, "I didn't plan on any of this," and "How did I get here?" The future is a funny thing, isn't it? We spend so much time planning, hoping, and making moves to get there, scheming for it to all work out at some point. Life often feels like we're wrestling with what's to come instead of peacefully gliding into what lies ahead. How do we manage the tension between our longings for the future and what actually happens in our lives?

Throughout the scriptures, we see themes of hope, longing, and hardship often delivered together. It would be incredible if our hopes and dreams were actualized without suffering, but more often than not, the scriptures tell a story of longings for a different future experienced in pain and disappointment. Something draws us forward, and yet, it's often hard to control where we're going or how to get there.

Reflection: Today, take a moment and reflect on the visual story In the Air. As you do, allow yourself to identify the tension you have experienced between your plans, your longings, and the realities of your life. Take a moment and hold these tensions non-judgmentally before God and seek his guidance on how to navigate them.

Take a moment to watch this video, "In the Air":