Son, Don’t You Let Go!

I was sinking, but God had a different plan.

Honestly, I almost gave up.

I was even thinking of dropping Christianity and moving to another religion or belief.
I was ready to drop the mic.

My mind couldn’t stop thinking, “Why did God even bother to bring me here? I thought the bible says that God would make His children head, not tail. “ - I was facing the other way around.

I was so angry at God almost every day during that season. Until one day, as I was driving home, I suddenly remembered that whenever my son was angry, I was quiet. I would wait until he calmed down before I talked to him, but I’m still his dad.

God opened up that revelation, it went like “Same thing, son. I couldn’t talk to you because you won’t listen to me, but I never left you. I was there with you. I don’t roar, and I want to have a conversation with my son.”

It was so profound that I broke down in tears, understanding that revelation.

The process reminded me of a verse that David wrote - Psalms 34:4
”I sought the Lord and He answered me; he delivered me from all my fears.”

Perhaps, as you are reading this bible plan, you are wondering where God is? What if what you went through was more about God wanting to draw closer to you? God has, will, and always loves you.

Let’s pray:
Thank you, Jesus, for the person who is reading this plan.
May he or she walk by faith and not by sight. God, you love them all.
You will hold your children, and surely they will see deliverance in this season and that you are close to them.

In Jesus' name we pray. Amen.