hurts to read
sometimes it is so hard to pick up a Bible and read because I know I will be broken down by its words. I know that God will show me at least one way I am not following Him, one way I have disobeyed Him, one way I have chosen an idol over Him... So when I am already in the place of knowingr my separation from my God, it is even harder to read His Word. It can sound so much like "I told you so!" But that is me, in my immaturity, so scared to know the truth because then I will have to live it out.
I'm tired of fear and failure leading my life. God please helpe to start and end Your days with Your word. Let me open my eyes to focus on the work you have for me, noatter how small or insignificant the plans for the day may seem. Give me the strength to give you back these days, and more importantly, my thoughts in these days.
Created about 2 years ago