Boasting in Visions and Weakness
1I must go on boasting—though it does no good, I will go on to visions and revelations of the Lord.
2I know a man in Messiah (whether in the body I don’t know, or whether out of the body I don’t know—God knows)—fourteen years ago, he was caught up to the third heaven.
3I know such a man (whether in the body or outside of the body I don’t know—God knows)—
4he was caught up into Paradise and heard words too sacred to tell, which a human is not permitted to utter.
5On behalf of such a man I will boast—but about myself I will not boast, except in regard to my weaknesses.
6For if I should want to boast, I would not be foolish—for I will speak the truth. But I refrain, so that no one may think more of me than what he sees in me or hears from me—
7even in the extraordinary quality of the revelations. So that I would not exalt myself, a thorn in the flesh was given to me—a a messenger of satan to torment me, so I would not exalt myself.
8I pleaded with the Lord three times about this, that it might leave me.
9But He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly in my weaknesses, so that the power of Messiah may dwell in me.
10For Messiah’s sake, then, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in distresses, in persecutions, in calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
11I have become a fool—you drove me to it, for I ought to have been commended by you. For I am in no way inferior to the super-special emissaries—though I am nothing.
12Truly the signs of a emissary were worked out among you, with patient endurance, by signs and wonders and mighty miracles.
13For in what respect were you treated worse than the rest of Messiah’s communities—except that I myself did not burden you? Pardon me this injustice!
14Look, I am ready to come to you this third time, and I will not burden you—for I seek not your possessions, but you! For the children are not obliged to save up for the parents, but the parents for the children.
15I will most gladly spend and be spent for your souls. If I love you more, am I to be loved less?
16But be that as it may, I did not burden you myself. Nevertheless, crafty fellow that I am, I caught you with trickery!
17I haven’t taken advantage of you through any of those I sent to you, have I?
18I did urge Titus to visit you, and I sent the brother with him. Titus didn’t take any advantage of you, did he? Didn’t we walk in the same spirit, in the same footsteps?
19All along you’ve been thinking that we are defending ourselves to you. It is before God that we’ve been speaking in Messiah—and all for building you up, loved ones.
20For I am afraid that perhaps when I come, I may find you not as I wish, or I may be found by you not as you wish—that there may be strife, envy, outbursts of anger, self-seeking disputes, lashon ha-ra, gossip, arrogance, unruly commotions.
21I am afraid that when I come again my God may humiliate me before you, and I will mourn for many of those who have sinned before and not repented of the impurity and sexual immorality and indecency which they committed.